i'm back! =)

hey, guys!

feel that hv a long period i dunhv come up bloggger
maybe here some time to let me write somethings

let's share some feeling here at this moments =)

maybe will campur campur write =3=

last week jus finished my July test

the first day-------

goshhhhh!
lazy again ><

not even study for any subject

during exam time 

just 趴着桌子上about1-2 minutes

then?

i asleep...zzZ

didnt realise that i m turning on exam

 still dreaming...@@

no one cares about this test wat~
watever laa`
cin cin cai cai ~

"sick" still follow-ing me at tat time
seem serious
eii~
i hate u laa~
i dunwan be friend with u.. T^T

always eat medicine, pahit tau?
so "u" just
leave me, stay away from me, pls!

3 days had pass like wind
nothings i care

all the exam paper written nonesense

result?
omg~
dun even told my parents wat result i brought home
watever
who's care?!


16.7.2011
Happy Birthday to 2 lengluii--紫欣和嘉璇♥
had a birthday party at Tarot Cafe
hv a quite happy dinner
evryone enjoy also~
wish u 2 all the best yaa =)

about 1 week later
就是trial PMR了
cant imagine tat wat result would i take
nervous n nervous
but still dunhv any motivation to push me up for study
懒啦...
everyday felt tired n tired
when looking at books then start felt sleepy

有时真的不懂自己要怎样呢
juz felt i very AFRAID exam jek !
每次考试期间都生病
this year d exam many dou arh~
都快喘不过气了...
考了trial PMR
校长还要我们考多一次月考
wtf....
时间全部排得满满的
no mood study jorr lorh~

离PMR只剩74天
这74天里还会有很多难关要过
trial, 月考, 补习
各个都在烦着我的思绪
all troubleful things..
make me mad!
i wish i can force myself to study as well..
jus do it
i know what is good for me..
what will affect me n my life
i should take a chace to rest
but not now
hv to wait over PMR
then that's my world coming towards me
i believe i can
then i should do the well as i can =)

yesterday stay at school for a english ceramah
things happened worse
what law we have in school?
teachers say wat also right
we din't do anythings disobey the school law
but still hv to go pajabat for shoot without any reason?!
memang SH..!
i would c the principle on monday
i would tell him all the TRUTH
i would SUE the teacher
i would explain anythings for a JUSTICE
i would tell principle that
i din did ANYTHINGS wrong,
u r not allow to punish me WITHOUT any reason!
i will try to control myself to explain all this with a great mood
if nt the one who suffer losses jus only me
i wont let it happen
if the school punish me without any explaining
i will report to my mum
we will c the principle for the second time!
i jus wan to say
I DIN DO ANYTHINGS WRONG!

okey..
by the way..
those teachers dun even respect us
why should i still obey-ing u?
i wont be the stupid to gv u a chance to wronged me again
I WONT!


now came a worst of the world
actually we shouldn't care for u so
but
we wont care for u if we didn't treat u as frenz even

i really treat u as my friend even my brother

i would nt like to c u did somethings which hurt urself
wont u know u r play-ing with fire now?
tell u truth
i dun really think tat the girl is good enough to be ur gf...
but we cant do anythings if u wan to choose a such stupid choice
we cant control wat u should do n wat u shouldn't
so..
now i juz keep quite..

wish u good luck larh~

from now on
i would start to not believe someone so..
in this world
who also can be the one who lie-ing on u
include urself also..
sometimes we would lie ourself to believe it
but
it was FOOL
maybe
i can try to believe myself to choose the way that i really wanted...
我想要的．谁都给不了
我相信的．不过是我自己的一厢情愿
这世界上．没有什么事情从开始就是肯定的
只有自己．能把事情做好，让它变成所谓的肯定
或许有时，我们就只能相信这个世界充满着欺骗和谎言
也可能，有些人说的话就是不肯信
选择相信，是对你人格的保证
如果不信了，证明你真的不可靠..
我只能选择相信．我自己♥ =)

end of  post..♥